Sunday, November 19, 2006
coat issues
I have purchase 2 coats in the past couple weeks, only to return both. I struggle at making decisions such as these. I think intentions are a scary thing. I really think that people are too easily satisfied with their intentions and don't care whether or not they follow them through. When I look at my life I see this all the time. Acting on intentions is hard and I think it is the fact that when you don't act on them you don't have to worry about failing or putting forth effort. You can just sit back and feel good that you think the way you do or feel good about the fact that your heart is in the right place. I know that this has nothing to do with me and my coat but I thought of it on the spot and just let my fingers type. I didn't intend on writing about this but I did. If I intended on writing about this I probably wouldn't have.I am scared of lots right now.
Monday, November 13, 2006
Who am I even talking to when i write this?
To be honest, my beard looks bad. I don't know why i continue to feel the need to attempt to grow something I know I can't but I continue the quest none the less. I recently came accross some old videos I shot of when I was in England and I am anxious to get them into final cut over at Ed. Video and see what I can do with them. I am starting to lay out my first feature film in my mind. I actually am not far yet, but I am slowly building the soundtrack. Audio is what makes a film anyway, so until I have anything more I will stick with that.Last week youth went well. There was just a good vibe. I don't really know why it can be so up and down in the matter of a week but it was good. Looking for some of the youth to step it up. I think they know they should and I don't know what they are waiting for. It is just a matter of time. Maybe this week coming up. Who knows.
My healthy eating streak has now continued for almost a week. It is bound to fail soon but I am happy with that.
Monday, November 06, 2006
the weekend
weekends are amazing. they are just too good. I never want them to end and the next one always seems an eternity away. this past weekend was no exception. a few highlites:1) not trying to one up my friend Ray who recently posted about driving a BMW 3 series automobile, i was fortunate enoug to drive in the course of one day a 2007 3 series with only 70kms on it. only an hour later to drive a brand new 5 series with a few less km's on it. oh ya and that was after i dropped off the 7 series to get snow tires on it. whatever though....i am not into cars.
2) I just installed a gig of ram into my mac. wow...totally helps speed things up. i dont see the beach ball as frequently now...if you own a mac you know what i am talking about. whatever though i am not that into computers.
Well ya so those were a couple cool things that dont happen all the time and i just felt i needed to share them.
Looking forward to "House" this weekend. It is by far my favourite show on tv...next to the office...followed by the british office...followed by scrubs...ok whatever i am into tv.
